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To the extent that I am able, I find myself doing something similar to what you are describing. I have retreated to my patch of land, where I have found a new tribe after I flamed out of the high-tech, high stress world of modern health care. I can't quite divorce myself from the independent media, as shutting out all input about the world leaves me fretting about the lack of information. Still, the more I concentrate on what's immediately around me; the plants, the trees, the critters and my relationship to them, my sense of obligation to be a steward thereof, grounds me in a way that racing along the hamster wheel of public service and private enterprise has never matched. The fact is, our predecessors did admirably well without all the trappings of modern life. In many ways they were healthier, even as they suffered from maladies that we have since conquered. Somewhere, somehow, there's a marriage of progress and the timeless wisdom of communing with the earth and its other inhabitants. I aim to do my best to find it in what time remains to me.

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Your reflection brought to mind the memory, years ago, of inviting an African-American friend to a July 4th cookout. He politely declined. I began to mention a few other colleagues who were also Black and would be attending. He smiled, knowing immediately what I was doing, and again politely declined.

The next day, he emailed me a copy of Frederick Douglass's historic 1852 address, “What to the Slave Is the Fourth of July?” ("I say it with a sad sense of the disparity between us. I am not included within the pale of glorious anniversary! Your high independence only reveals the immeasurable distance between us.")

I read it and wept, knowing he was right. "The disparity" seems even greater today. That was my first awakening to my own blindness about "my native land".

I presently live on land that was once a fertile fishing and crabbing ground for the Lanape and Naticoke, as well as places where they grew maize, squash, climbing beans, and herbs. Now and again, I will find an arrowhead or piece of pottery. I bring it to the Nanticoke center and return it with an apology, which is always graciously and solemnly accepted.

I no longer have July 4th picnics. I do join my friends, or I have held celebrations on January 1 (abolition of transatlantic slave trade), or Juneteenth, July 5th, or August 1 (abolition of slavery in the West Indies). I attend the annual Pow Wow of the Lanape and Nanticoke.

This year, my church is observing The Martyrs' Project on July 5th. https://martyrsday.us/

Capitalism, conspicuous consumerism, and the rapidly growing economic disparity among oligarchs and the even more rapidly vanishing middle class, coupled with the free-fall to the bottom of the poor, feel like salt rubbed into the wound that has never healed.

I completely understand walking away from it all. I am more and more compelled to walk right into it, to stand with my siblings of color and work with them to bring about the dream of freedom, this time stripped of its hypocrisy.

I do allow myself the luxury of an annual spiritual retreat with my sisters in the OSH, where I live and eat simply, recharge my spiritual batteries, and realign my moral compass.

There is, within us all, a bit of Thoreau. Especially because we are American.

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